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My name is Michael Newman, I am studying creative writing at the University of San Francisco. I am just trying to get my thoughts and writings out there into the world and very open to critique so, let me know!

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

By The Hands Of Man, By The Hands Of God


    Just wanted to write a quick poem about the beauty I found out in napa. Wrote it at 2:30am in like 5 seconds so... if you don't like it, its totally fine! ha. No, I hope you appreciate it.

By The Hands Of Man, By The Hands Of God

All that I could do was marvel at the beauty,
of the iron and brass intersected and interchanged,
reaching up towards the heavens and connecting the lands.
A hand made wonder and I’m just in awe.
Until I found myself out beyond the Oreo Cows,
where the green bled to green, and the trees stood tall,
standing up against the heavens and stubborn to their fall.
A hand made wonder and I’m just in awe.

Alive


Alive

It could not have turned out better had we followed the directions,
Your calf found the pocket of my knee,
Your thigh, with just the right clench,
Kept my hips in check.
Your hand, dressed in sheet.
If love were an art
We’re the piece not to be found.
But love is about the passion,
About the rogue ankle reaching towards the ceiling,
The fingers blooming and retracting,
The chin to forehead, nose to neck battle for dominance.
Love is about the chaos,
The toes parted by Achilles, the heels dug into shins.
It’s about the pain, the strain and stretch.
It’s about the emotion, the breathing and sighs.
It’s about the truth of feeling.
Love is about the eye-to-eye stare,
The green-to-green attraction,
Love is about feeling alive.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Napa Wrap Up


Back to reality after the weekend in Napa but I must say it was amazing and couldn’t have come at a better time. Ate delicious home cooked breakfasts, and a dinner paired with amazing wine. Went wine tasting, relaxed and kicked ass at Pictionary, drank more wine, and slept. It was perfect.
Silver Oak was by far my favorite winery, not only because it ended up being the most bang for my buck, but also because the wine was incredible. By far the best wine I have had, and it only was released two weeks ago! Also went to Stag’s Leap, Chimney Rock, Darioush Winery and back to Silver Oak for a second go. All the locations were very different in both appearance and taste, which gave the overall experience of wine tasting multiple mini experiences.
The house we stayed in was amazing; beautiful, comfortable and quiet. It was enjoyable waking up to soft rays of sunlight peeking in through slatted blinds, but not having to wake up and get out of bed. I could have stayed in bed the entire time. Anyways, the entire trip was perfect. Saw wineries, downtown Napa, surrounding areas and multiple wine districts.
Now it is back to reality and back to school and all its glory. I am trying to focus more on writing lately (poems and such) so stay tuned for more updates!


also, you can see photos from the trip here:
Napa Photos

Monday, February 20, 2012

Napa For The Mind

     Wow, I never realized how much of a different life is within 60 miles of my San Francisco apartment and this finding could not have come at a better time. The semester is now going at light speed, the reading and writing is picking up and before I know it, it's going to be summer and I'll forget it all. Stress has been building and added to my missing of home and family, I needed a break.
     We got to Napa around 6pm on Friday. We would have arrived sooner but we needed to stop for some "Northern California" mexican food (because they put rice in their burritos. us "so-calians" find it humorous) and some ribs and goodies. Sweet Tea Arizona? I think yes. A shirt that has a banana-moon smoking a cigar just because we can? Throw that one in too.
     Once we got back on the road it was smooth sailing until we arrived at the house which sits on Malk Vineyard, which has the logo of a pit bull. The drive up was astounding. Fading back and forth between tree covered darkness and revitalizing bursts of sun that made their way between the branches. Although it became semi-difficult to drive through this rave of exposure, my body welcomed the challenge. Winding in and around fields, vineyards, cows and hills, I found myself feeling far enough from the city to let my walls down. The lone country road that gave my eyes a test and put my heart back in motion.
     Pulling up to the house I felt like a pro, like it was no big deal. A steady 17mph down the narrow  road comprised of dirt, gravel and soil, nearing the house but unable to decipher its location due to the abundance of foliage covering its face, I wasn't phased; pretending I have done something like this many times, but who was I fooling? I'm excited!
     We finally get through the wooden, swing-open gate and up the gravel driveway, to the green and brown finished wooden garage door. To the right there are walls of unevenly stacked stones, intriguingly close to straightly-lined but unsettling close to not, surrounded by yellows, pinks and greens of earth dwellers. To the left is another stone wall leading my eyes around the front of the house, which is technically the back, just feels more front like to me (with the view and all). I follow the stones around the house and onto the deck. The wood creeks beneath my feet and I say hello in return. The front of the house is all done in a nice, dark wood, and the deck to match. Walking over to a spot that slowly became my spot on the deck, I was amazed at the sepia colors bursting through the trees. The shadows and the golden ring that formed around the leaves struck by light were astonishing. Looking out over field and fields of anticipated grapes helped me visualize my distance from the city. If I can only see as far as 7 fields. I can only imagine there are at least 10,000 between myself and reality. It was comforting.
      I knew I was on vacation when I could look down at my feet, caressing each rickety contour of the deck, and not wonder where they should be. It was my time to relax, and my feet fell to 2 1/2 feet off the ground, posted up on a wooden stool. Three legs and a top, the simplest comfort, the simplest mind.


More thoughts from my trip to come!
P.S. Sorry if there are typos, It is early and I'm hungover. Just a casual type. But feel free to make fun of me!

Thursday, February 16, 2012

The poem that made up this lovely bulldog-
Delightful. Just another afternoon to relax.
I hope they don’t think I’m lazy,
They look at me like they think I am,
But they look at me when I’m not lazy too.
Does my breath smell?
Oh no, maybe it’s my gas.
I hope they don’t think I’m smelly.
I’m just so comfy though, maybe I don’t mind what they think.
I don’t mind.
I’m just so cozy laying here on my face.
My skin is so warm squished up against my eyes.
This is the life.
Zzzz.
Ah, oh no. I fell asleep. They are looking at me again.
Maybe I breathe too loud, oh no did I snore?
I need to breathe softer.
No, no. This is who I am. I know they love me for it.
They think I’m cute when I grunt.
And they giggle at my gassy ways.
I know they love me. How could they not?
Look how snuggly I am over here, they must be talking about me.
They must be talking about how cute I am.
I’m just a cute little bulldog pup over here minding my own business.
How could they not love me.
Oh man. I think I’m. I’m
Zzzz.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Stunning Is



Well, it seems to be that time. My first post on my new blog. There will be plenty more to come but for now, one will do. Need to get this started at some point right? This is a poem called, Stunning Is.


Stunning Is

Stunning is the blackness set ablaze,
the 5am shadow cast from far beneath
by first stretch of sun.
Stunning is the traceless strokes in a pallid sky,
the 4:45 certain glare, the understanding of dark,
a followed foe.
Stunning is the feel-felt, lids upon lashes,
and 4:30 easy-pleasing reason she’s within them,
and she remains.
Stunning is the shut-eyed view of brilliant comfort,
the loaded lonely but content nonetheless
seated at the doorstep of her soul.

The Day Deteriorates To The West



Another poem for those who would like to read. Just wrote it now and have not spent too much time on it but hey, its something right?


The Day Deteriorates To The West

The day deteriorates to the west,
God drags his brush through his palette and carefully strokes bursts of Citrine in-
between the Onyx sky.
Rivers run rapid, bursting with billowing clouds--an eruption of Diamond--the
water is lost.
The ocean, once a blanket weaved of Tourmaline and Agate, now dry--stricken with
Sunstone and Moonstone.
Fields prove barren­--Jasper soil prevails.
Trees fade to Amber.
Lifeless colors lament.
11am and I am still looking east,
to the Peridot and Iolite of her eyes.